But first - I have other stuff.  I have no FO's, but everything except 
My Vivian has been coming right along.  My Viv is just on hold for the mo.  I like it though. 
Soooooooo. . 
1.  I am on the fifth repeat of the Faux Russian Stole.  that means I'm getting pretty close really since there are 5.5 repeats. 
2.  I have nine rows to go before I hit the heel flap on my first 
Oak Leaf Sock3.  In order to go to the new HP movie, I had to start a new sock with no chart.  I had three projects going and they all had charts.  Normally I try to avoid that, but i am not really normal right now.  So I started a pair of plain, toe up, fleegle heel, Clowny Opal yarn lookin things.  I'll show you when one is done.  I just can't sit in a theater for 2.5 hours with nothing in my hands.  It's kind of messed up really.
4.  My poor viv is not moving. 
I almost never have four projects going at once.  
Ok, so here comes the grossness.  
I have an unnatural level of anxiety.  I don't know if it was learned or if its chemical, but I do know that it is not normal.  I can only tell by watching other people, but I am sure.  Other than that, I am pretty healthy and all. 
I work on the anxiety in lots of ways.  I knit and spin, I work on cognitive restructuring although that only works if you actually do it. Go figure.  Sometimes I am still seriously overwhelmed by anxiety and it's not pretty.  I try to act normal, and sometimes it kind of works.  Well lots of times.  I find that people are not that observant really. 
Anyway, that's not the gross part.  Here it comes.  
There are only a few external things that help at all.  The main one is:

This guy.  (He's hot too right?)  One of the reasons I knew I should marry him is because he has infinite patience and a wife with high anxiety tries that.  Plus he looks mean right?  I love that.  He puts up with an enormous amount of crap, and I don't deserve him.  Luckily I am not going to let that stop me from keeping him.  
He's great!  And did I mention I think he's hot?  I'll post some photos of something done soon (i hope)